starting to hate my life!
so many problems.....haiz:(

i was very HURT by what my mum told me........
she just don't appreciate whatever i do....she don't trust me ...
really did not expect all these will happen.

AM I DREAMING??

I need let go down all my burden. i kept all my worries within myself.
i really hope my heart can bare the pain.....

i really cant wait for school to open...peace of mind

hello everyone!!
I have not been updating my blog for a very long time!
EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS!!!( i just hate doing exams)
was so busy studing for my term test!


hope i have done well this time......i didnt do well for the last term-test,
haiz.....life in school is getting harder

cant wait to graduate from my school!

news paper collection

I have not been updating my blog for quite a long time.Have been busy with my school.EXAmS EXAMS EXAMS!! I hate exams!!! argh!
Oh ya..i want to blog about what happen on saturday(14/11/09)

I have to partcipate in some newspaper collection event for my school.
I was sad at first as i was separated from my cliques.
In my group there is Zurain,Wai King,Meng Ying,Shakita andsome students from L3.

I really had so much fun with them!! Wai Kin was the only guy...Kenny did not come..
The event start at 9:30 am...but we were told to come at 8:30 AM!(NONSENSE RIGHT??)
I was so tired to wake up from my bed.We had a tiring day on friday!

Guess What??I ended up in the wrong place.Suppose to go to block 907,but i followed Elicia and Shuhua.I didn't know that i am suppose to go to a different block! felt SO PAISAE!!

Then i got lost.i didn't know where am i suppose to assemble.I called the facilitator.But she didnt pick up the phone.Then i called Zurain.Then she told me that i have to come to block 907.Guess what??I was standing in front of block 907,without knowing that that is the place i have to report to!!
Thn we went to the mama shop! Then we start to go and collect nespapers!! It was SO FUN!!!
then later i went to the first storey to take care of all the papers.
I have to protect the papers from the karangoni!ha ha

Then one karangoni guy say chau an to me (like as if i understand chinese) then later he said good morning to me.(crazy guy!!)I replied him.

Then we went to another block and continued our job.
This time i paired up with Zura!! It was just so fun collecting newspaper with her.
I knocked the door of a flat.Then an indian guy open the door.I asked him if he have any old newspapers.He stared at me blankly.I realised that he don't understand English!!Then i looked inside the flat.I saw huge bags of cement!!That flat dosent belong to thatindian guy.He was just a contractor!! I felt so paisae!!

Zurain kept on laughing at me!!Whenever we passed by any contract worker,Zurain make fun of me!! ha ha....so funny!

we did a total of 7 blocks!!! I was just dead at the end of that event.
Then me and my cliques went to TM.We did shopping!!I bought a top!
Then later we went to the Tampines 1 to eat! (at last!!)
i just love my food...yummy!
Elicia and Auntyin could not join us...(so sad)
After we have eaten our lunch.We went to walk around the mall!
Had so much fun with Shu Hua!!Then i took the train and went home!

I really miss you alot on that day!

happy birthday to me!!!

I really enjoyed my day yesterday! My 18 th birthday celebration will be the most memorable event of my life! I usually don't celebrate my birthday....Was really surprised and touched by what my lovely did:)The last time i celebrated my birthday is when i was primary 5...i will never forget that day!

My poly mates really plan well for mine and Natasha's birthday party! They can really act well...i didn't suspect them at all!! I thought that they have forgotton my birthday!

When i went to school in the morning......Natasha,Aunt Tyin,Elicia,Shu Hua and Yanti wished me! I WAS SO HAPPY!!!!!

Then i went for my lecture! both Elicia and Yanti went missing for quite some time....i thought they were printing some stuff....
Then when my lecture ended,they called us to go to the first storey! I was wondering why did they called us to go there....but i still didn't suspect them ....
Then we went there....AND I WAS SOOOO SHOCKED!!There on the table.....was a lovely cake and 2 boxes of pizza!!!
Me and Natasha was like so shocked!!
Then we made a wish and blow the candles.....

We took alot of photos! they even gave me presents! i just love the chocolate! the dog was so cute!! Thanks alot guys!!
i will never ever forget that!

pss....i stil cannot forget that small piece of grape which rolled down the table so fast!
I really laughed alot!
thanks for the song dedication! especially the BOOM BOOM POW (remix ver)song!!
hope our friendship will last long:)

Then my ccrazy friend nazreen kept on smsing me birthday wishes!! that is so nice of her...she wished me 18 times!!i will be meeting her later:)
Then thanks alot everyone for your birthday wishes!!

thanks alot cuzi akka and hafeela akkA:) my two lovely cousins!

Then of course thanks alot SHIDAH!! i went out with SHIDAH after my school ended!
There is this special guy in her life!! so happy for her!i really liked the gift that she had made just for me....i love the card babe!so touching:)Then we talked and took 100 plus pictures!!!!
something is really wrong with us....we became more crazier!
ha ha...i really laughed alot when we were taking those pictures!
had so much fun on my birthday!i should thank god:)

i am feeling sooo tired!!!
whats wrong with me??

i got no mood to study...haiz...
i guess i will be so busy with all the homeworks...
why did i chose art??argh!

i can easily get stressed up! that is my weakness!hope i dont go mad
i need a break!!

semester 2!

Life is going great now! I am so happy that school has started....so fun to spend time with my friends again.

two days ago we were caught by the library manager!!! He saw us playing with cards.argh!
We have to give our matriculation card to him....he wrote down our admin numbers!OUR FIRST WARNING!!!
i can never forget that.
i lost my matric card....so sad


I am so happy to have such good friends...they really care for me alot!Hope our friendship will last long

i am really slacking alot...oh gosh!!! whats wrong with me??
i dont want to repeat the same mistakes again.
i dont understand wth is going during lectures....

i really have to give mhy best shot

i will be taking 2 CDS this semester....FREEHAND DRAWING....PSYCHOLOGY

i am so scared for freehand drawing!!!
psychology is just SO FUN!!
but i have to be separated from my classs for both freehand drawing and psychology....sobs...

but i am happy that i can make new friends
i am feeling a little stressed up now.....SO MANY PROBLEMS in my life....

oh ya...i saw Phyu Phyu's mum when i was on my way to school..
i realise that i never talk to my friends much ever since school start!
cant wait for my exams to finish!

CDS!!

really had fun in school today!
i had my first CDS today!!
i met new freinds....but just feel sad that i cannot be with my friends...
we have to be separated!
i am so scared for thurs! i am suppose to go to business school for my free hand drawing ALONE!! argh!!
i just hate it!
why did i ever go and chose that?


will be starting school at 4 pm tmr!! wohoo!
my whole body is aching!

me and my clique always end up in the wrong lecture theatre for our lectures!! ha ha

we are just so blurrrr!!
but i really enjoy being with them!
i must relly do well for this semester....
planning to get B grade for all my moudules!
hope everything goes fine

outing

yay!!! i will be going out with shidah tmr!!! cant wait!!

fun with cousin

i am really enjoying my life to the bitz!
i went out with my cousin yesterday!

i miss her alot!
i went to her house.froem there we took a bus and went to vivo city!
i just LOVE that place alot!!
We went to toys'r'us to buy gift for my cosin's cute baby!

And then we decided to by a small doll and a teddy bear for her.
Then we went to vivo roof and talked about our life!
Feel so happy to talk to her!

Then we went to get a drink at 7 eleven!
Then i went home!

ANOTHER DAY OUT:)

i am feeling so tired now!! have been doing some household chores!
i went to woodlands with nadiah.i miss her alot!i met her at 10 am...we then went to long john's to eat our breakfast.
we talked about our studies and also about our personal life....

Then jane came around 11 am.
i really had fun talking with them!!! time pass really very fast!!
then we took alot of photos!! we laughed like crazy when we were taking those photos!!
then i went home....i didnt know it was raining at bedok.all the clothes i hang outside got wet!!
my mum is really going to kill me later!!
PLEASE SAVE ME!!!

DAMN FUNNY!!

THE CLIMB

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

boring day

i never go anywhere today....
i am fasting today! just watched videos.....felt so bored today!!

sll the memories just came into my mind...
so hard to forget...

cant wait to go out with nadiah on thurs! we were planning to go and watch a movie!!
woho!!
i miss all my poly friends!

my outing

i went out with rahimah today....had loads of fun!!
i love her alot!

i followed her to SATA at jurong east.
she need to do some medical checkup.
then we kept on talking about guys
she was so scared when they did the blood test for her
she held my hand tightly!

we then went to eat..
then i went home around 1 pm....
wanted to spent more time with her but she got work!

i am updating my blog after a very long time!!
was so lazy!

and i was a little busy going out with my friends everyday!
really enjoying my life
just hate to stay at home!
got alot of housework to do...haiz:(

old memories

i was so HAPPY to see my primary school friends on facebook...
all of them look sooo different....
i miss woodlands! i use to live in woodlands for 8 years...i studied in qihua primary school for 4 years...then i shifted house to bedok....i just felt so sad when i shift house...just bring my memories with me...

i had two best friends...barakath nisha and shahir..
i knew shahir since kindergarten....we were very close friends....we even go to the same religious class.we were neighbours..
i knew shahir's family since young....they also knew my family

when i was in primary 2,i met nisha....she is such a nice girl...
we both become best friends...i was very quiet then...and i always have short hair(tomboy)
then me ,shahir and nisha were in the same class..for 2 years

my cousins also studied in that school!! we had soo much fun!
me,my brothers,shahir,his bro and nisha use to play cathing in my house or under the block..
when i was on my way home back with shahir,we have to pass through some wierd looking plants on our way home.then shahir told me that if i touch that wierd looking flower i will have an extra finger on my hand...and i really believed it! ha ha
then his mum use to give the tamil texbooks .she is very nice lady.she got one time showed me and my mum her wedding video.
she even gave me a hair clip...i am still keeping it safely

then i still cannot forget the times when me,nisha and shahir go for religious class....we will get sweets and chocolates.

then shahir's mum passed away......
then his dad marry again
feel so sad for them..

then before i shift house i went out with nisha...we went to causeway point and bought each other some gifts...i bought for her one bag...she bought for me a bag and a wallet...i am still keeping them safely
i got go to her house for hari raya....there use to be alot of pets in her house...i love her fishes!
she got an elder and a younger brother
she also got come to my house for hari raya...in her pink colour baju kurong...she wore lipstick...and was shy to show it to us....she kept covering her mouth...so cute
i really miss her alot!!

before i move to bedok..i stayed in my cousin's house while the renovations were taking place in my house...i called her from my cousin house,,,then she also found out my new house number...so nice of her
i met her last yr through friendster!!! was soooo happy!!!
she really change alot
i went to her house last year for raya....will be meeting her this week too!!! wohooo!!

i also talk to nanthini(primary school friend) i miss her also...i was shocked that she can remember me!
we slould all go out one day!

i am sooo sad....i gt a gpa of 1.9!!!
i thought i will be doing even worst than this....
thre were alot of problems ....

i am just glad tt the prob are over nnow...but i am happy tt i passed all...unexpected!

trust

feeling a little hurt....just cant believe all this is happeing in my life!
this is new to me...
i just dont know what to do...the most i can do is just to avoid...

i keep thinking about it....

only god can prove to them that i am innocent
i know i am innocent!!

haiz.....



so hurting....


i went out to the vivo roof witth shasi yesterday..it was fun..
then we also went to little india....



argh!!! i just cant forget whatever had happen...how can they accuse me???

my friends are all very important to me....how can i .....its just so hard to forget...
how am i going to face them later...they all have a bad impression on me...
god..please help me

boring boring

hello everyone!!
i am having my HOLIDAYS NOW!!!
boring boring!!

i will be going to pjc for aadiperukku this friday!! CANT WAIT!

i chatted with my pjc friends that day...MISS THEM SO MUCH...
haiz....

elicia will be comin to my house today! WOHOO!!
we plan to bake some stuff.....but i will not be able to eat it till 7 pm....
i am FASTING...

movie time!!

will be going out to the mosque as usual today.....
i went out with SHASI yesterday to watch kandasamy(tamil movie)
really had fun with her...
the movie was okay only....
then we saw saraswathy and her boyfriend.....

then we both went all the way to payar lebar,,,i was so tired!!
then we went home around 3:30
sasi was not feeling well...i was also so tired!!

oh yaa...i donated $7 to two elderly ppl .....

hmmm...its getting stronger and stronger.....

cant wait for aadiperukku to come....miss all my friends!!

i love this song so much!!!

i wont be updating my blog for one whole week.....
got alot and alot to study

wawa!! please go and study!!
studies are more impt!!
you have aredy fell once in ur life....
pls pls wake up!!!

i have not been praying nowdays....cannot concentrate....
i shld really thank my friends who support me!

i just cant write everytin tt is in my mind now.....
i just kept my sorrows within my self
all my secrets a kept close to my heart..

dun noe wad to write

keep thinking of you .......
oh wells...i went to religious class yesterday as usual.....

return home only at 10 pm(i think)
2 ppl volunteered to drop me home!(i just hate it!!!!!!!!!)
i really want to go home with my friends......LOVE THEM TO THE BITS!!!

started to love my life a little.....have been passing all my exams
i love hap and biochem!!

i really gt alot of confidence...

looks dosent matter at all.....

guess wad??
there is this indian muslim couple who also come to the religious class i always go...they gt even drop me home one day....very nice couple...
they have a son who is also studyin in tp,second year...
yesterday,surprisingly,they brought their son along with them to the class...

and when it was time to go home.....the father intro me to the guy....the guy was like blushing! ha ha


ARGHHHH!!!! i hate all this....i really hope they dont go n matchmake me with him.....

god..please help me!!
GOING OUT WITH SHASI TODAY!! WOHOOO!!( by right i am suppose to be studyin!)

hello!!
i am feeling SO BORED TODAY!
i have to really study hard!!

fun day!

I have not been updating my blog for a long time....was busy MUGGING for my tests!!
i am sooo STRESSED up now! everyday i woke up at 4 am to study!! (see...i am very hardworking!!)

i have been paasing all my tests so far(WOHOO!!)i have confidence for the major examinations...

hope i pass all the subjects..

oh ya ..i attend some forum thing in my school today....it was SO FUN!
ha ha...i even tricked auntyin! its so easy to trick her!! ha ha...(sorry auntyin!)

i saw one indian lady at the forum,i told auntyin that she is my mum....and she really believed it! ha ha..

then then me and my gang walk all the way to tampines mall!
so FUN!

its national day tmr!! ayah....got national day speech today!! argh!! JUST HATE IT!
hmmmmm........just cant make up my mind....

watchin vasanntham star now
haiz...i love to sing!!

stress stress stress!!!
just hate my life....
feel like running out of my house !!!
just feel like gping somewhere far far away...
i need peace!

stupid day

hmmmm...just did my oc test today...crap!!
got no mood today!

haiz...everything today just dont seem right....
started to hate life.....

i felt a little hurt today...
oh yaa....today is a special day accorrding to the muslims...

miss my old life....how i wish the world can just turn backwards..
miss you.............

another one???die!
life is sooo unpredictable!!!


whatever i wished for most of the time did not come true.....sobz

i found out something today....hope its true!!

I Treasure my frens...

was quite hurt today ....i was being accused of something !! i will never betray my friends...i dont like spreading rumours!
WHY MUST ALL THIS HAPPEN TO ME??
i love my frens so much!

haiz....never expected you to say that...of corze the rumour is nt true at all!
i really dont know who is the one who told you all this

but what ever it is....i still want you to be my close friend!!
hope i can see you all soon...planning of going to pjc real soon...maybe on this coming monday??mm....i will see about it..

ANIWAY...ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR A LEVELS GUYS!!!

I Treasure my frens...

was quite hurt today ....i was being accused of something !! i will never betray my friends...i dont like spreading rumours!
WHY MUST ALL THIS HAPPEN TO ME??
i love my frens so much!

haiz....never expected you to say that...of corze the rumour is nt true at all!
i really dont know who is the one who told you all this

but what ever it is....i still want you to be my close friend!!
hope i can see you all soon...planning of going to pjc real soon...maybe on this coming monday??mm....i will see about it..

ANIWAY...ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR A LEVELS GUYS!!!

got chased out of the lecture theatre!!

HELLO!!!
i have notbeen updating my blog for a few days.....(exam STRESS!!!)
just hate doing exams!!

ayah...life is jus so UNFAIR

how i wish i can read people's mind!

i am very very stressed u now.......just feeling so lonely....
i just feel that i got no one to talk to...

i really had a BORING DAY in school today!! i got 5 hours of break!!!! argh!

i went to TM with shuhua!! must thank her for accompanying me to the pipc lecture
i must aso thank shasi for entertaining me

oh yaa....sorry auntyin!!! ha ha.....we got chased out of the lecture theatre because of me!! ha ha....will never forget that!

urine!!! eeeeeeewww

i did the urine test during HAP practical !!
i have to drink 500 ml of salt water!! eeww....i just hate it!
after i drank the salt water,i just feel like.....(censored)ha ha

then we have to keep on going to the toilet to collect our urine!
it was so FUN AND TIRING!! everyone was like LOOKING AT US wierdly!
feel SO PAISE!! ha ha

i was JUST SOO TIRED AT THE END OF THE EXPERIMENT!!
LUCKY ITS OVER!(phew!)

feeling lonely

thinking of you just make me feel more hurt...so difficult to forget you..when loneliness surround me...all i could think of is you...haiz..trying to make myself occupied with stuff ...i din noe love is so painful..i just feel lonely altough i got alot of people to care for me...whats wrong with me?

i just find it so hard to forget you...

hello

HELLO EVERYONE!!

I JUST DON'T HAVE THE MOOD TO bloG YESTERDAY....
thanks shasi...for all the advices!!

will be going OUT tODAY....

I WILL ONLY BE BACK AT AROUND 7PM...(i think)


was listening to songs and watching movie yeaterday...
i just HATE WEEKENDS!....feel so boring!

i must sudy for biochem quiz...

am i dreaming?someone please give me a pinch...

I LOVE BEYONCE-HALO!!!

YAHOO.....just finish my HAP and MATH quiz....i gt no HOPE for the math quiz....

aniway my relatives came to my house yesterday...

me and my gang walk to tampines int again!! ( we got nothing better to do...right girls??)

then then i taught my gang how to speak tamil...ha ha
shuhua can pronounce the tamil words well..NOT BAD...KEEP IT UP!

BUT...AUNTYIN....ha ha....no comments!!!

then then me and shuhua went to the mrt station....we planned to go home...shuhua wanted to...ahem ahem...he he

then elicia and auntyin(a.k.a my daughter) went to the library

then i reach home....I MISS MY HOME!!
i slept only for 4 hours yesterday!

ayah,,,soo sleepy now...gt scolding from ms chua..haiz
nvr do biochem tut also..

now i am chatting with shasi!! i miss her as usual..it has been months since we last meet..

cant wait for SUNDAY!!
i really feel so lucky to have good friends around me.they really SUPPORT ME ALOT when i need thier help...

THANKS ALOT EVERYONE!
I will never forget the help you all have done for me.....

thanks akka for the advice...

i am so so TIRED NOW!!!

gt so many things to study for hap!!
DIE
school finish at 6 tomorrow!

will be having lectures the WHOLE DAY!
hate lectures!i just keep on SLEEPING!

My cousin come to my house now....she also bring her cute little baby!
i love him so much!!

he is getting MORE CUTE!!

will be gg to the gym with elicia again tomorrow morning!

HAVE TO WAKE UP EARLY....haiz

then will be having captain's ball competition with my gang! (cant wait!)its going to be SO FUN!!

i thought it would be easy to forget you...but .....

i will never let my family down....i have to study hard...i dont mind dedicating my life just to take care of my parents..i have already hurt my mum alot...sorry ma...i know that you are already stressed up...you have alot of patience...i know that it is difficult to take care of my father...i want to share your burden...its my reponsibility to take care of my father......i started to view my life in a different perspective....i got alot of things to accomplish before i can even think of enjoying my life.this is just a small sacrifice....the only think that give my tons of happiness is ..............
hmmm..its a secret

csas test

hello!!!

i did my csas test today!!(No hope)

ayah....i am feeling so stressed up now!
I HATE ENGLISH!!!!

then i still haven hand in my reflection(second time aredy!)
i went for a jog with elicia again...but this time i cannot complete 6 rounds...just stop at 4 rounds..
my stomach hurts!dont know why...

suppose to meet my cousin at simei ITE ...but i took so long to jog! time pass REALLY fast!
me and elicia met a new gym partner....she is sooo cute:)

then me and elicia went jalan jalan(walking)around bedok.....we even went to ntuc for fun!!

then then i went home!

sorry cuzi!! but i really had fun talking to you on sunday:) miss you alot!!
cant wait for this sunday...will be going for some special prayers....

ahhhhh....i got organic chem practical and tutorial tomorrow!! ayah...have to see dr ong's face again!

yahoo!!! got no biochem tomorrow!

i am starting to miss my home now days!!
HOME SWEET HOME:)

keep on feeling that something is missing in my life.....

special day

ayah....wasted!!
what i expected nvr happen......its okay

i haven strt studying for csas!! argh!!

oh ya...was out the whole day!!...today is a special day for muslims.....so yaa...went for a special function in a mosque alone...sobz....my best frens nvr come!! ayah

i really enjoyed alot today...i even went to my cousin house! we talked alot anout guys!! ha ha

will be running with elicia tmr!! wohoo!!
i will be going to SIMEI ITE tmr!!
plan to meet my cousin:)
i am tired nw

i got alot of test coming up... but I JUST DONT HAVE THE MOOD TO STUDY!
i got csas test on mon.....hap and maths test on friday!

i still got so many things to study for hap...

watch ayan(tamil movie) today...I LOVE THAT MOVIE!!

i also chatted with SHASIKALA!!! i miss her sooo much!!! we must meet up soon soon soon:)

i also chatted with my cuzi and also a girl called fathimah
then i also chatted with him...
for a while only.....kind of like miss him....

today is such a BORING DAY!!!!

cant wait for tomorrow!!
i will be out the WHOLE DAY!! WOHOOO:)
i will also be going to my cusin,s house.....

i think pattalam is a nice movie...so sad ending!!sobz...
then i cant wait to watch HARRY POTTER and the half-blood prince!
just only watch harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban on channel 5

i also watched the confessions of shopaholic....after such a long time..
i love sophie kinsella!!

oh well.......i just cannot forgt the past....all the memories are just rushing in my mind
i am suppose to be studying nw......
but.....i dont have the mood...
feel like talking to you...
okay i got to go nw

whats wrong with me??
still have that wierd feeling.....

hope you are feeling okay now...i am so worried about you...i keep thinking about you the whole day.....haiz....

today is also a bad day for me....

bad bad day!

oh wells...did my organic chem quiz today!!(Hope i will pass the paper!)
thn thn,,,,went for a run with elicia!

ayah,,,y mus there be so many guys at the field when we were runnin jus nw??
just feel so EMBARRASING!!!
LUCKY..ITS OVER NOW!

i must really pass all my subjects!! wahee! pls buck up!

then after we went for a run,i followed elicia to a supermarket...really fun talkin to her!

today is a bad day for me...ayah
y do i keep seeing you??.....argh...just hate you so much!!

oh yaa..just chatted with nazreen n my lovely cuzi!!
cant wait to watch HARRY POTTER !!!
yahoo!!!

CANT WAIT FOR THESE 3 SPECIAL DAYS!!
20/07/09
26/07/09
31/07/09

I DONT HAVE MOOD TO DO THE PIPC TUT!!(can someone do it for me??)

sometimes my brother is sooo IRRITATING!!!

just cant believe all this is happening......cant believe tt i will be seeing you every sunday...
i will just wait n see

just dont feel like trusting you anymore...
i just feel like going somewhere far far away,,,,

i am here trying to forget you
i have been doing well...until you called me...
really didnt expect that you will say that..
what eva is it...i jus dont have anymore feelings for u...

i dont even want to be your friend..just so scared to fall i love again..

me and my gang went for the csc thing today!!
it was SO SO FUN!!
ha ha....
i think some tp students are so funny!!

really enjoyed alot!
but i was DAMN TIRED!!

tiring day in tp!

woke up early as usual...
then took the shuttle bus with elicia
by right my school i supposed to end at 6 pm...
but GUESS WHAT?? my lessons end at 3!! WOHHOO!!

i JUST HATE the HAP e-lab practical!!
i ALWAYS end up doing something WRONG!! (corze i am so so blurrrr!!)ayah!
thanks elicia for helping me !!

then i followed elicia to the biochem make-up lecture..
we are supposed to attend the CSC(i think) briefing at 6:30

as usual teddy bear drag the lecture!!
he started the lecture at around 3:45...guess what time he finished it??
he finish it at 6:50!!
my WHOLE BODY was aching!!
he kept on TALIKING and TALKING!!
he really got alot to talk!
i pity his wife(just jokin)

then we went for that briefing!!
the roadshow starts tmr!! and i am suppose to wear a green shirt.

me and elicia plan to go for a jog tmr!! YAHOO
but i have to wake up SO EARLY in the morning!
sooo lazy!!

just cant stop thinking of you...
i am just scared to tell you

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAZREEN!!

in school now

hello!!
i am in school now!
my HAP tutorial is CANCELLED!!
AYAH!waste my time waking uP SO EARLY!
why cant the teacher tell us like one day before...mmm..my teacher is not feeling well
hope u get well soon miss rosie!(SEE...I SO NICE)
so...today only got almost 3 hours of lessons!

i am sooo LAZY!!!

cant wait to GO HOME!!

i really didnt expect that you will call me.....i was busy ....so ya..i din pick up the phone
now i feel like talking to you..haiz

new born baby girl!!

i went to my cousin house today!!
she just gave birth to a cute BABY GIRL!!
she is soo SMALL!

really ahd fun talking to mr dearest cousin ZAINAB!!(miss her so much)

i am SO SLEEPY NOW!!!
went for biochem lecture in the morning....
then then we had a MINI picnic in the lt itself! ha ha

then me and shu hua walked all the way to tampines int(we got nothing better to do!)
shu hua sing well!!
guess what?? i have started to listen to korean songs!!(so nice)
ya ya...and then i went home!

MY BACK IS ACHING!!!

is love good or bad??i amjust scared to fall in love...haiz
oh ya...i met yuan ni today!!! she is my primary school friend and she still remember me
i must go for arab class tmr as usual....
i think arab is a very very interesting subject

okay...i want to listen to songs now!
BYE
TATA

my first presentation in tp!!!

i took the shuttle bus alone again
then i met some of my friends in school.
they were all busy preparing for their PRESENTATION!

you know what??i slept SOO LATE yesterday THANKS TO THE STUPID(oops)project!
me and some of my group members had a mass conversation

i keep on staring at the slides i have to present ,,,but i still dont understand ANYTHING!!(why am i so stupid?)

then i gave up and zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

oh yaa....my group was the FIRST GROUP to present!!
i was like SOO SCARED!!i dont even understand anything!! HOW CAN I PRESENT??
i can just feel my beart beating so fast(like it can explode)
THEN WHEN MY TURN CAME......i started of okay okay only.
then i sunnarise alot!!!
NEVER ELABORATE on alot of points!(corze we dont have enough time)
we only goy 7 mins to present!(where got enough?? nonsense!)

ayah
but i am happy that its over now!!YAHOO!!:)

then then i went home with sheena!! i really enjoyed talking to her!!

WALK WALK WALK

school start at 9 am (so early!) today.

i went to take the shuttle bus.....but elicia did not board the bus wid me this time(sobz)

oh yaa...i walked all the way from TEMASEK POLY to my home! yahoo!! I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF!!!
Afetr i walked all the way...i reward myself with milo oreo ice blend...mmm...yummy!!

tiring day

i woke up at 7 am today!
so TIRED!! (this is the EFFECT of having 6 HOURS of practical in one day!)wth!
why cant the teacher PITY US??i am seriously TIRED of practicals!!
HATE TUESDAYS!

i realy need sme bREAK!
oh yaa...i plan to come to school wid elicia today..
so i sms her whether she reach the interchange...then she said tt she need to go to the post office
so i took the bus first,,,i thought she wont come.
guess wad??she also took the same bus as me...but she board the bus at the secong bus stop

school was so boring
LECTURES...LECTURES..LECTURES
i just keep on SLEEPING SLEEPING and SLEEPING
Next time i am really going to bring my PILLOW to lectures(like what mr loyd always use to say)

then then my gang went to bistro walk...i ATE so much!!
i must really really go on a DIET!!
waheeda....control yourself!

then then school finish
then we walk to the safra again...(healthy lifestyle!!)
then then home sweet home!

I FEEL LIKE SLEEPING NOW!!.....BUT GOT BIOCHEM PROJECT TO DO!haiz.....

ayah!! TMR GOT THE STUPID TALK!!
why must this haappen to me???
sooooo......tired

cnt wait for saturday to come....oops..no i mean cant wait for sunday to come!!

stupid day in school

there was 6 HOURS of practical lesson today.i was almoast DEAD at the end of the day.
ayah...I JUST HATE PRACTICALS! make me go MAD!!
hope i dont end up in the MENTAL HOSPITAL!

why am i gettin more lazier ah??i dont even feel like STUDYING AT ALL! oh god...whats wrong with me??

i HAVE TO CONCENTRATE...ITS MY LIFE!

oh wells.....i still keep thinking of the past.......
i prefer to be single after what i have experience


hmmmmm....I WILL JUST WAIT N SEE....

yeah!! tmr school starts at 10 am!! YAHOO! but still have to wake up early in the morning
i need to PRAY!

there is LECTURES all the way tmr...so ya...just have to buy some sweets to make me feel awake tmr...even if i buy sweeets also no use...still feel SLEEPY!!!
how i wish my sch end at 3 or 4 pm tmr....ayah!!

life is so so so BORING NOW!! how come i dont feel sleepy now ah? i also dont know...maybe am just STRESSED UP?

oh yaa...after school me,auntyin ad shuhua walk all the way to safra!
and then we saw dr ong(i think) with his wife/girlfriend/......?....(censored)ha ha
he smiled at us!! i almost fainted!! ha ha:)

i thinkhe got high blood pressure...i pity his wife(if he have one)
he asked me and shuhua to stand outside the class....we were only 5 mins late!! ayah ...feel so paisae!!

my thoughts....

i dont want to do the same mistake i made in the past
but some just dont understand me
they dont even care about my feelings...
i deserve it
its my fault
i am no afcing the consequences
just feel that something is missing in my life
but i dont know what it is
i think i am just too nice...no wonder they are taking advantage on me
but i just have to ignore them
do i look like an idiot??
i dont know whether this is a plan or a coincidence
whatever it is...i sholud pray hard nt to do the wrong thing.
haven finish my homework yet....must wake up in tthe morning then do..
i want to sleep now
nites

study hard

I AM VERY VERY STRESSED UP NOW!!
i keep thinking about so many things!!
whatever i hope should not happen is happening!
GOD...PLS HELP ME
what ever is it...I MUST STUDY HARD!!

normal day in school:)

went to school as usual today
i felt SO LAZY in the morning!!
i like going to school but just hate STUDYING!!
I got back my hap and csas test today.
the csas class was so fun today!!

then after school finish at 3,me and shuhua went to TM!!
We went there for fun!(corze we got nothing better to do!)
it was fun!
we shared alot of stuff'
we even did window shopping!
shu hua bought atop...it was cute!

then home sweet home!i got alot of things to do today! ayah!

transformers

i watch transformers 2 today!!

it was NICE!!

but the movie was long!

my whole body wa aching when i reach home!!

really had fun with my cousins!

i love her!!!

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miss them so much!

I AM GOING OUT WITH MY COUSINS TODAY!!
yahoooo!!
i have not seen them for so long!! miss them to the BITZ!
but i just hate the fact that my brothers are coming along too!! NO FUN!

fun fun fun

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today was a FUN FUN DAY!!
i really had such a FUN TIME with my wonderful gang!!
ha ha...this is the FIRST TIME we went out to TM together!!
guess what??we did not take the bus to TM...we walked all the way there!
it was just SO TIRING! but it was SO SO FUN!!
i didnt know that my school is quite far away from Tm!

we didnt know that there alot of coffee shops near our school!
we plan to go there often! yeah!(hope i dont put on wieght!)god..please help me
oh yaa..in TM,there was an exhibition organized to promote some shampoo(i think)
there was a free scalp analysis...
we all went for that....i though my hair was in a bad condition but no..it was okay!
(Thank god!)
and then we went to watson!!
my gang members bought some nail polish...i didnt buy...i dont even wear nail polish!
then we went to take photos!!
my baby is very shy to take photos!! ha ha
and then home sweet home!!
i went home with elicia...we both talked about handphones!!
REALLY HAD A GREAT TIME TODAY!!

stress stress

on the 19 th of june.....

i went to SCHOOL!
we had to complete a PROJECT!!
but me n my group memebers were just slacking only!ha ha....i knew this will happen!
i only have TWO WEEKS of holidays(not fair!!) and we have to complete TWO PROJECTS,an online quiz and TWO lab reports!!!
i am just DYING here!sooo little time...but got soo many things to do!
i just dont know who to trust and not to trust......
only god can save me...

my first movie marathon!!

10 th june....



me and PHYU plan to go to tampines mall and also to tampines one!

we also plan to watch a movie!

so i went to PHYU'S house! i was SOOO EXCITED!!

it has been MONTHS since me and Phyu went out togather!



i reached her house...the first person i saw was Phyu's cousin!

then phyu gave me a glass of coke!

then we both left her house...her cute little brother also followed us!


we went to bedok library first...then after her bro borrowed some books we went straight to the mrt station and and then reach tampines

we went to tampines one. Phyu said that she wanted to do some shopping.
i really had fun ! she then bought one top,a bracelet(she loves it alot)

then we continue to walk around tampines mall

then me and Phyu decided to watch MOVIE!! yahoo!
guess what???we plan to watch 2 MOVIES!!
firstly we watched night in the museum 2....
we laugh and laugh!!
it was just so FUNNY!!

then we watched hannah montana movie!!
it was nice also!
i just love 'THE CLIMB" song by miley cyrus!

i prefer hannah montana while Phyu prefer night in the museum 2!
as we went home...we recall some of the funny scenes from the movie and LAUGH so much!!
i really really ENJOYED the day!
THANKS A MILLION PHYU!!

trip to naz house!!

8th june....

i plan to go to nazreen's house!
it has been a while since i last saw her!
MISS HER!
guess what?? I LOST MY WAY when i was on my way to her house!
this has never happen before! WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?
then i called her...i found out that i alighted one stop before the stop i was supposed to alight at!
SORRY NAZREEN!
my brain got some problem!
i never come to your house after a LONG TIME!

then i talk to her mum and her sister!
her mum is such a nice woman!
she is SO SWEET!
then me and naz when to her room and then we talked n talked
after telling all my worries to nazreen, i feel MUCH BETTER!
thanks nazreen....but nazreen do the talking the most!!
ha ha....enjoy listening to her
she got ALOT to talk!

then her mum gave me food!
YUMMY YUMMY!!

then we used the computer.
naz showed me some videos.....and some other stuff

then i went home!!
REALLY HAD A GREAT TIME WITH HER!!

got school today!

i have school today!!!
ARGH!!
i am so so sorry phyu!! i totally forget that i have school today!
sorry sorry sorry!!
so lazy to go to school !

so stressed up!!

i am just facing SO MUCH PROBLEMS in my life now!!
why must those problems clash with my exams??
very STRESSED UP right now!
have been doing my term test....so...could not update my blog

going out to watch movie with PHYU today!!
YAHOO!! it has been a long time since we have seen each other!!
wonder how she look now...mmm

then i cant wait to go out with SHASI!! miss her soo much!
TIME PASS REALLY FAST!!
alot of things are happening in my life!

hope all the problems will end smoothly...

study study study

well...i have not been updating my blog for a LONG TIME!!
i was busy studying for my tests!!
but....i just cant concentrate fully!! so many things are disracting me!!

oh well...i HAVE TO study hard!!...i have alreay experience defeat one time...i just dont want to face the pain anymore!

god..please help me!

i really really want to be a
PHARMACIST!!
i just LOVE the course i am taking!
i have to be hardworking!!

Today was a TIRING DAY!!!



i hate practicals!!!

there is like 6 hrs of practical today!! i hate tuesdays!!

guess what??there is a test tmr!! argh!!..just feel like DYING!

oh yaa....today's organic chem practical was SO FUN!!

we did fractional distillation.

surprisingly i never break anything today!(yahoo)



we did not have organic chem tutorial today!

so we had 3 hours of break

me and my gang went to menzar(i think) n eat.i bought mee goreng!

then we went to library and use the computer

then we went for our practical lesson...we thought we were late!

i still cannot forget how fast we ran!!

meeting again!

on the 8th of april....
i went out with him again! but this time we got some company with us!!
he brought his frens along too!!
Asimah and Sathique!!
they were sooo FUN to talk with!
i was laughing the whole time!
they asked me alot of questions!
but...i was a little sad that i didnt have the chance to talk to my prince:(

lovely night

on the 7th may.....

i went out with my prince again!!
he have to go back to hta!
when school finish,he called me....then we talk n talk...
i plan to meet him at chua chu kang because his hta is near there!
i will be coming to chua chu kang quite often froem now on
remind me of the past...
oh well!! i have to forget about the past!
then we went under one block....find a seat and then talk..
when he talk to me...i was just admiring him!
guess what? he never even touch me once,ever since we have been going out!
then then...i went home.....he went to the hta....
i love him!

BORING!!

well today was a BORING DAY!! i keep on sleeping during the lectures!!
we had lectures THROUGHOUT THE DAY!!
oh ya...then my prince called me...he brighten up my day! thanks dear!
i am so sorry elicia!! i didnt do it on purpose!
when i was in the bus...he called me again! talk to him until i reached home:)

fun fun day!!

on the 5 th of may....

i really enjoyed spending time at the lab!!
i sat wid zurain and ming yin.
we three can be"proffesional scientist" in the future!!
we were the best in the lab...corze we BROKE TWO CONICAL FLASK!!
it was soo fuunnny!!
me and zura accidently broke one flask each! ha ha....we need to pay 5:00 for the flask!!
and yaa...guess waht i did?? i poured the waste into the sink,by right we were not suppose to do that as it will lead the waste to BEDOK RESERVIOR!! die!
i feel sooo GUILTY!
i pollute the water!!! psss...dont call the police!
zura keep on laughing at me!! i felt soo EMBARASSED!!
then after school i went out with my prince!!
i met him at alexandra hospital at around 7...then we walk and talk!
this is our first date!i will never forget this special day!! love u to the bitz

i am so CONFUSED!!

fun day at school!

School today was soo FUN!!
when i woke up in the morning,my darlz sms me! i was so HAPPY when he did tt! I LOVE HIM soo much!!
we continue smsing each other
then i got ready to go to school!!
i was sooo excited cause i wore tudong for the FIRST TIME!
then i took the bus! it was SO CROWDED as usual!
then again my darls sms me!
then i reached school EARLY FOR THE FIRST TIME!!
but i have to wait for elicia at the bus stop.Auntyin also come late.
the we met at the mushroom...and run to the tutorial room!
lucky the teacher never ask us to stand outside!(good teacher!)
our first lesson is HAP!! we were suposed to do one task and that task requires a model..i volunteered myself to b the model for my group! it was so fun! but the stupid sticky notes keep falling down!(those in my group shld know what i am talking about!)
we had a surprise quiz!! luky it was not so difficult...pss...i copy some answers from my friends
then we went for our early break! yahoo!

i did my csas homework!(waste my time doing tt!)
but i just couldnt concentrate on doin my homework! just keep thinking of him!
then we went to
EAT!(at last!) i bought waffle filled with choco!! mm...YUMMY!
then we had our csas tutorial! it was so fun!! i love my group!!
the my darls called me when i was havin the csas tut.i couldnt anwer corxe i was seating so near to teacher! I M SO SOrRY dear!
then we had our apple lessons! we had to wait SOO LONG for tt smiling face(oops sorry) teacher to come! we e njoy making fun of him!

then during the tutorial,we learn about personalities and...oh shit! i forgot!
then i went home ! sanofar called me! i miss her:(
i also miss my friend shasikala!!hope u r doin fine!

PAST DOES NOT EQUAL TO THE FUTURE: fun time with my besties!

PAST DOES NOT EQUAL TO THE FUTURE: fun time with my besties!

fun time with my besties!

i really really HAD A GREAT TIME just now!!
i went out with my sec sch frens,shakila ad nazreen!we decided to go for a morning walk n then eat breakfast together!!then we planned to be back before lunch corze we all have something on for the rest of the day!

i should really really THANK nazreen for coming up with this plan! she is smart...not like me!

we were supposed to meet at tampines library bus stop! guess what??i came the EARLIEST for the FIRST TIME!!i m sooo proud of myself!

then nazreen came followed by shakila

we then walk around sunplaza park.
we TALK and TALK!! we really got ALOT to talk about.i MISS them so much!!
and then we went to macdonalds(at last!) to eat our breakfast!
i was sooo HUNGRY!
we bought hotcakes n muffin!
YUMMY YUMMY!

then we went around Tampines one(i think)
it is a new shopping mall! i think it was opened two weeks ago!
hmmm...why cant the government open a mall in bedok??there are already so many malls in tampines!!argh:(

then me and nazreen went home while shakila went to tampines mall:)

oh yaa...when i return home,my cousins came to my house.

i will be going to my cousin's house later!!
she have just bought a new flat and its located just opposite my block!!

I MISS YOU TOO PHYU PHYU:)
okay then...i got to go!
bye!

tiring day!

yeah!! TOMORROW IS LABOUR DAY!!

i will be going out with nazreen! yahhoo!i miss her so much!

i felt so SLEEPY when i went to school today!i kept on sleeping when i went to the lectures! i cant beleive that i will be learning what i have learnt in pjc , all over again!
lucky i take bio in jc!
the modules i will be taught in my course, are not knew to me!
studying the same thing over again is good...but sometimes its just SO BORING!

me,elicia,auntin,natasha,shuhua and yanti came to school at around 8:30 am. we planned to print some notes that will be needed for the day!Guess what>>we were LATE for the lecture!!
we quickly hurried up to the lecture theatre!!
then only i realise that there was a quiz and when we reached the LT, we only got 1 MINUTE to do the stupid quiz!
i feel so sad!
i know the answer,but i dont have enough time!!
just lost my mood!
oh yaa...then muhaymin n kenny also came late!
then we had lecture for the rest of the day!SO BORING!!!
I WAS JUST STONING ALL THE WAY!
i didnt go to the gym with elicia,i was just SOO SLEEPY!
went home with my friend after that!
PHEW!! WHAT A DAY!

Orientation day ....part 1:)

hey!!
i am updating my blog after a LONG TIME!!
well,this is what you will expect from a LAZY GIRL!
hmmm...well SCHOOL HAVE STARTED!YAHOO!
i have been waiting for this moment to come for like sooo amny months!
time REALLY pass fast!
school start on the 14 th april:)

14TH APRIL

i was so scared to go to go to temasek poly alone!
but god has answered my prayers!
i came to know of a girl name WAHEEDA!! (well she has the same name as me!)
she also quit her school and join tp!I WAS SOO HAPPY!
we plan to meet at tp at around 8:30

so,i took bus 69 to go there
as the bus gets nearer and nearer to tp,my heart started to pump FASTER N FASter!
there were so many students waiting at the bus stop!
i called waheeda to ask her where she was waiting.
she told me where she was waiting.
i entered tp.my heart still beating faster
but i just feel wierd.i dont know why
may be I MISS PJC!
there in tp,i saw waheeda for the first time!
all this while i have been thinking that she is an indain muslim,but i was shocked that she is a pretty malay girl.
she was standing with her friend.we three tak and talk!
the whole place was filled with cheers and songs by the ol(oreintation leaders)
only then i realise that i must wear green shirt! ARGH!!
no one told me that! i think they dont know my handphone number,cause i just changed it!

okay...i am tired now....
will continue to update part 2 of day 1 later!
adios!

DAY 1 PART 2!!

yeah! i am back!

and then i was asked to go to LT6! the ol were all wearing some tribal mask!
they look funny!
then i sat beside sabirah!!
she is such a nice girl! she is also very cute!
we talked and talked...
then came auntyin.then we also talked to her.we were talking about the second life thing!
we were supposed to create some stupid avatar!
i tried...but gt some shitty problem,so i couldn't create it.i just dont get it why we have to create all these avatars!! it just WASTE OUR TIME!


Then gerome came! so we talked to him also!
i really had a great time talking to them all! it was sooo fun!!
and then we were introduced to our ols!
our ols are hakkim and mei yi!
they are just so fun to be with
then we have the
CLASS BONDING SESSION!!
we introduced ourselves to everyone(i am tired of doing that!)
then we were given some tasks to fulfill as a class
the guys had to do alot of daring stuff!
so fun!
and then we went for our lunch(i think)
some of the girls sat in one table and we TALK N TALK!

then later we had MORE GAMES!!
i cant forget the 'football'
we have to use our hands to push the soap to the goal post!
and then we played more games!
we also took photos..
at last the first day was over!

i went home wid my friends:)

i am just sad that i am the only tamil speaking girl in my class! i miss tamil!
then i am also sad that there are no good looking indian muslim guys! haiz.....


DAY 2!!


We had overnight activities on the second day! we were NOT ALLOWED TO SLEEP till 7 AM!!
i just act like a zombie when it was around 3 am.i felt so sleepy!they even made us run like around 3 am ! argh! i can never forget that!


day 3!!


we went to bedok reservior,which was located behind our school.
when we were on our way,i just felt that i was WALKING ON A DESSERT!!
the sun 's heat was like
KILLING ME! the weather was like SO HOT!
we cheered all the way!
alot of awards were given.
i m so happy tt my ol,hakkin gt an award!
but quite sad that my og never win anything!haiz:(
then...HOME SWEET HOME:)

i SLEEP LIKE A PIG when i reached home!

missing you!

i wont be updating my blog for this whole week!! i will be missing you bloggy! take care of yourself!

feeling weird!

OH MY!! there is still one more month left and i still alot of things to do before i can go poly! i am starting to get panick!

and i just feel nervous about going to poly!(must i go to temasek poly on the first day of school all alone??).....

how i wish i gt someone to accompany me!

i just feel tt i m nt prepared!

all this while i have been hoping for time to pass fast!

but now...i just want the opposite!

i really hope everything will turn out fine...
i was excited a long time ago...

but now...i just dont feel like going to poly..

haiz...i desrve it!

NEW LOOK...not for me but for my friend!

Yesterday i really had a WONDERFUL time with PHYU! i met her in chua chu kang after her gp paper.We then went to popular.Phyu wanted to buy some stuff for her n for her brother(what a caring sister!)there was alot of problems when she was paying for the stuff she took. but it was all solved thanks to Phyu's mum!(phyu,u r so lucky to have a generous mum!)

then we went to eat! Phyu was soo hungry! i saw my friend nanthinee thr! i smile at her and she also smiled at me!

then we took bus 67 n were on our way home!i really miss travelling with Phyu! then when we reached bedok we head straight to phyu's house! thn we quickly went to the hairdresser.


Phyu washed her hair first.then she broswed through the magazines and chose one hairstyle frm it!then the hairdresser start cutting Phyu's hair...she took so long!! but i was just keep on looking at Phyu!

Now Phyu look alot younger..no one will believe that she is a jc student!ha ha...she look SO CUTE! hmm...wonder what her friends are going to say after they had seen her new look! ALL THE BEST PHYU!

then then..i returned home!

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HEY!! I HAVE DONE ALOT OF THINGS DURING THESE PAST FEW MONTHS!!but..i am soo lazy to update my blog!!

so i will just upload some of the pictures i took with my freinds!

phyu!! THANKS ALOT !! for the help! i love you:)

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I HATE LOVE!!!!

Disappointed

ALOT OF THINGS HAVE HAPPEN IN MY LIFE....I AM SOO HURT!! i will not be updating my blog for sometime!

just cant forget the past...

Waheeda!! please! FORGET ABOUT THE PAST!!! don't spoil your health!! just Endure...for a few more months!!

My Choices...

(TEMASEK POLY)





MY CHOICES.....

1) Diploma in Pharmaceutical Science

2) Diploma in Biomedical Science

3) Diploma in Biotechnology

(Singapore Poly)

4) Diploma in Optometry

5) Diploma in Biotechnology

HOPE I GET MY FIRST CHOICE!!!

Singpass....DONE!

YEAH!!! I HAVE APPLIED FOR A singpass AT LAST!!

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TODAY IS MY COUSIN'S BIRTHDAY........HAPPY BIRTHDAY CUZI!!

I NEED HELP

I AM SOOO STRESSED UP NOW!!! GOD....PLEASE HELP ME!

Make a Smilebox scrapbook

i went to the gym with PHYU again!! yeah!

my REFLECTIONS n new yr RESOLUTIONS....

SO MANY things have happenen in my live in the year 2008!
th year 2008...have taught me alot of things! i have met a FAILURE! but...that failure has really MOTIVATED me ALOT!


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i am nowAWAITING for a new life in 2009!

I AM GOING TO START ALL OVER!



I WILL NEVER REPEAT THE MISTAKES I MADE IN THE PAST!

life had taught me alot!

MISTAKES I MADE IN THE YEar 2008

i took everything for granted...including my studies

i taught i can make it if i study only on the day before my exams

i was so lazy to do all my homeworks and revisions

i really spent alot of time with my FRIENDS

even during my promos,i chat with my friends on msn

never listen to advices given by my teachers

I REALLY WANT TO CHANGE MYSELF IN THE YR 2009!

will it happen?

i am so scared when i think about my future!

WHAT I WANT TO ACHIEVE IN THE YEAR 2009

to get a good job and earn some $$

to loose at least 7 kg( i have really put on alot of weight due to stress) to get the course i really want!(biomedical in sp)

to do well in my first year

make my parents proud of me

find a good boyfriend who cares for me

I WILL WORK TOWARDS MY GOAL!