Friday, July 31, 2009

got chased out of the lecture theatre!!

HELLO!!!
i have notbeen updating my blog for a few days.....(exam STRESS!!!)
just hate doing exams!!

ayah...life is jus so UNFAIR

how i wish i can read people's mind!

i am very very stressed u now.......just feeling so lonely....
i just feel that i got no one to talk to...

i really had a BORING DAY in school today!! i got 5 hours of break!!!! argh!

i went to TM with shuhua!! must thank her for accompanying me to the pipc lecture
i must aso thank shasi for entertaining me

oh yaa....sorry auntyin!!! ha ha.....we got chased out of the lecture theatre because of me!! ha ha....will never forget that!

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

urine!!! eeeeeeewww

i did the urine test during HAP practical !!
i have to drink 500 ml of salt water!! eeww....i just hate it!
after i drank the salt water,i just feel like.....(censored)ha ha

then we have to keep on going to the toilet to collect our urine!
it was so FUN AND TIRING!! everyone was like LOOKING AT US wierdly!
feel SO PAISE!! ha ha

i was JUST SOO TIRED AT THE END OF THE EXPERIMENT!!
LUCKY ITS OVER!(phew!)

Sunday, July 26, 2009

feeling lonely

thinking of you just make me feel more hurt...so difficult to forget you..when loneliness surround me...all i could think of is you...haiz..trying to make myself occupied with stuff ...i din noe love is so painful..i just feel lonely altough i got alot of people to care for me...whats wrong with me?

i just find it so hard to forget you...

hello

HELLO EVERYONE!!

I JUST DON'T HAVE THE MOOD TO bloG YESTERDAY....
thanks shasi...for all the advices!!

will be going OUT tODAY....

I WILL ONLY BE BACK AT AROUND 7PM...(i think)


was listening to songs and watching movie yeaterday...
i just HATE WEEKENDS!....feel so boring!

i must sudy for biochem quiz...

am i dreaming?someone please give me a pinch...

Friday, July 24, 2009

I LOVE BEYONCE-HALO!!!

YAHOO.....just finish my HAP and MATH quiz....i gt no HOPE for the math quiz....

aniway my relatives came to my house yesterday...

me and my gang walk to tampines int again!! ( we got nothing better to do...right girls??)

then then i taught my gang how to speak tamil...ha ha
shuhua can pronounce the tamil words well..NOT BAD...KEEP IT UP!

BUT...AUNTYIN....ha ha....no comments!!!

then then me and shuhua went to the mrt station....we planned to go home...shuhua wanted to...ahem ahem...he he

then elicia and auntyin(a.k.a my daughter) went to the library

then i reach home....I MISS MY HOME!!
i slept only for 4 hours yesterday!

ayah,,,soo sleepy now...gt scolding from ms chua..haiz
nvr do biochem tut also..

now i am chatting with shasi!! i miss her as usual..it has been months since we last meet..

cant wait for SUNDAY!!
i really feel so lucky to have good friends around me.they really SUPPORT ME ALOT when i need thier help...

THANKS ALOT EVERYONE!
I will never forget the help you all have done for me.....

thanks akka for the advice...

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

i am so so TIRED NOW!!!

gt so many things to study for hap!!
DIE
school finish at 6 tomorrow!

will be having lectures the WHOLE DAY!
hate lectures!i just keep on SLEEPING!

My cousin come to my house now....she also bring her cute little baby!
i love him so much!!

he is getting MORE CUTE!!

will be gg to the gym with elicia again tomorrow morning!

HAVE TO WAKE UP EARLY....haiz

then will be having captain's ball competition with my gang! (cant wait!)its going to be SO FUN!!

i thought it would be easy to forget you...but .....

i will never let my family down....i have to study hard...i dont mind dedicating my life just to take care of my parents..i have already hurt my mum alot...sorry ma...i know that you are already stressed up...you have alot of patience...i know that it is difficult to take care of my father...i want to share your burden...its my reponsibility to take care of my father......i started to view my life in a different perspective....i got alot of things to accomplish before i can even think of enjoying my life.this is just a small sacrifice....the only think that give my tons of happiness is ..............
hmmm..its a secret

Monday, July 20, 2009

csas test

hello!!!

i did my csas test today!!(No hope)

ayah....i am feeling so stressed up now!
I HATE ENGLISH!!!!

then i still haven hand in my reflection(second time aredy!)
i went for a jog with elicia again...but this time i cannot complete 6 rounds...just stop at 4 rounds..
my stomach hurts!dont know why...

suppose to meet my cousin at simei ITE ...but i took so long to jog! time pass REALLY fast!
me and elicia met a new gym partner....she is sooo cute:)

then me and elicia went jalan jalan(walking)around bedok.....we even went to ntuc for fun!!

then then i went home!

sorry cuzi!! but i really had fun talking to you on sunday:) miss you alot!!
cant wait for this sunday...will be going for some special prayers....

ahhhhh....i got organic chem practical and tutorial tomorrow!! ayah...have to see dr ong's face again!

yahoo!!! got no biochem tomorrow!

i am starting to miss my home now days!!
HOME SWEET HOME:)

keep on feeling that something is missing in my life.....

Sunday, July 19, 2009

special day

ayah....wasted!!
what i expected nvr happen......its okay

i haven strt studying for csas!! argh!!

oh ya...was out the whole day!!...today is a special day for muslims.....so yaa...went for a special function in a mosque alone...sobz....my best frens nvr come!! ayah

i really enjoyed alot today...i even went to my cousin house! we talked alot anout guys!! ha ha

will be running with elicia tmr!! wohoo!!
i will be going to SIMEI ITE tmr!!
plan to meet my cousin:)
i am tired nw

Saturday, July 18, 2009

i got alot of test coming up... but I JUST DONT HAVE THE MOOD TO STUDY!
i got csas test on mon.....hap and maths test on friday!

i still got so many things to study for hap...

watch ayan(tamil movie) today...I LOVE THAT MOVIE!!

i also chatted with SHASIKALA!!! i miss her sooo much!!! we must meet up soon soon soon:)

i also chatted with my cuzi and also a girl called fathimah
then i also chatted with him...
for a while only.....kind of like miss him....

today is such a BORING DAY!!!!

cant wait for tomorrow!!
i will be out the WHOLE DAY!! WOHOOO:)
i will also be going to my cusin,s house.....

i think pattalam is a nice movie...so sad ending!!sobz...
then i cant wait to watch HARRY POTTER and the half-blood prince!
just only watch harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban on channel 5

i also watched the confessions of shopaholic....after such a long time..
i love sophie kinsella!!

oh well.......i just cannot forgt the past....all the memories are just rushing in my mind
i am suppose to be studying nw......
but.....i dont have the mood...
feel like talking to you...
okay i got to go nw

whats wrong with me??
still have that wierd feeling.....

hope you are feeling okay now...i am so worried about you...i keep thinking about you the whole day.....haiz....

today is also a bad day for me....

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

bad bad day!

oh wells...did my organic chem quiz today!!(Hope i will pass the paper!)
thn thn,,,,went for a run with elicia!

ayah,,,y mus there be so many guys at the field when we were runnin jus nw??
just feel so EMBARRASING!!!
LUCKY..ITS OVER NOW!

i must really pass all my subjects!! wahee! pls buck up!

then after we went for a run,i followed elicia to a supermarket...really fun talkin to her!

today is a bad day for me...ayah
y do i keep seeing you??.....argh...just hate you so much!!

oh yaa..just chatted with nazreen n my lovely cuzi!!
cant wait to watch HARRY POTTER !!!
yahoo!!!

CANT WAIT FOR THESE 3 SPECIAL DAYS!!
20/07/09
26/07/09
31/07/09

I DONT HAVE MOOD TO DO THE PIPC TUT!!(can someone do it for me??)

sometimes my brother is sooo IRRITATING!!!

just cant believe all this is happening......cant believe tt i will be seeing you every sunday...
i will just wait n see

Friday, July 10, 2009

just dont feel like trusting you anymore...
i just feel like going somewhere far far away,,,,

i am here trying to forget you
i have been doing well...until you called me...
really didnt expect that you will say that..
what eva is it...i jus dont have anymore feelings for u...

i dont even want to be your friend..just so scared to fall i love again..

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

me and my gang went for the csc thing today!!
it was SO SO FUN!!
ha ha....
i think some tp students are so funny!!

really enjoyed alot!
but i was DAMN TIRED!!

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

tiring day in tp!

woke up early as usual...
then took the shuttle bus with elicia
by right my school i supposed to end at 6 pm...
but GUESS WHAT?? my lessons end at 3!! WOHHOO!!

i JUST HATE the HAP e-lab practical!!
i ALWAYS end up doing something WRONG!! (corze i am so so blurrrr!!)ayah!
thanks elicia for helping me !!

then i followed elicia to the biochem make-up lecture..
we are supposed to attend the CSC(i think) briefing at 6:30

as usual teddy bear drag the lecture!!
he started the lecture at around 3:45...guess what time he finished it??
he finish it at 6:50!!
my WHOLE BODY was aching!!
he kept on TALIKING and TALKING!!
he really got alot to talk!
i pity his wife(just jokin)

then we went for that briefing!!
the roadshow starts tmr!! and i am suppose to wear a green shirt.

me and elicia plan to go for a jog tmr!! YAHOO
but i have to wake up SO EARLY in the morning!
sooo lazy!!

just cant stop thinking of you...
i am just scared to tell you

Monday, July 6, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAZREEN!!

in school now

hello!!
i am in school now!
my HAP tutorial is CANCELLED!!
AYAH!waste my time waking uP SO EARLY!
why cant the teacher tell us like one day before...mmm..my teacher is not feeling well
hope u get well soon miss rosie!(SEE...I SO NICE)
so...today only got almost 3 hours of lessons!

i am sooo LAZY!!!

cant wait to GO HOME!!

i really didnt expect that you will call me.....i was busy ....so ya..i din pick up the phone
now i feel like talking to you..haiz

Saturday, July 4, 2009

new born baby girl!!

i went to my cousin house today!!
she just gave birth to a cute BABY GIRL!!
she is soo SMALL!

really ahd fun talking to mr dearest cousin ZAINAB!!(miss her so much)

i am SO SLEEPY NOW!!!
went for biochem lecture in the morning....
then then we had a MINI picnic in the lt itself! ha ha

then me and shu hua walked all the way to tampines int(we got nothing better to do!)
shu hua sing well!!
guess what?? i have started to listen to korean songs!!(so nice)
ya ya...and then i went home!

MY BACK IS ACHING!!!

is love good or bad??i amjust scared to fall in love...haiz
oh ya...i met yuan ni today!!! she is my primary school friend and she still remember me
i must go for arab class tmr as usual....
i think arab is a very very interesting subject

okay...i want to listen to songs now!
BYE
TATA

Friday, July 3, 2009

my first presentation in tp!!!

i took the shuttle bus alone again
then i met some of my friends in school.
they were all busy preparing for their PRESENTATION!

you know what??i slept SOO LATE yesterday THANKS TO THE STUPID(oops)project!
me and some of my group members had a mass conversation

i keep on staring at the slides i have to present ,,,but i still dont understand ANYTHING!!(why am i so stupid?)

then i gave up and zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

oh yaa....my group was the FIRST GROUP to present!!
i was like SOO SCARED!!i dont even understand anything!! HOW CAN I PRESENT??
i can just feel my beart beating so fast(like it can explode)
THEN WHEN MY TURN CAME......i started of okay okay only.
then i sunnarise alot!!!
NEVER ELABORATE on alot of points!(corze we dont have enough time)
we only goy 7 mins to present!(where got enough?? nonsense!)

ayah
but i am happy that its over now!!YAHOO!!:)

then then i went home with sheena!! i really enjoyed talking to her!!

Thursday, July 2, 2009

WALK WALK WALK

school start at 9 am (so early!) today.

i went to take the shuttle bus.....but elicia did not board the bus wid me this time(sobz)

oh yaa...i walked all the way from TEMASEK POLY to my home! yahoo!! I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF!!!
Afetr i walked all the way...i reward myself with milo oreo ice blend...mmm...yummy!!

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

tiring day

i woke up at 7 am today!
so TIRED!! (this is the EFFECT of having 6 HOURS of practical in one day!)wth!
why cant the teacher PITY US??i am seriously TIRED of practicals!!
HATE TUESDAYS!

i realy need sme bREAK!
oh yaa...i plan to come to school wid elicia today..
so i sms her whether she reach the interchange...then she said tt she need to go to the post office
so i took the bus first,,,i thought she wont come.
guess wad??she also took the same bus as me...but she board the bus at the secong bus stop

school was so boring
LECTURES...LECTURES..LECTURES
i just keep on SLEEPING SLEEPING and SLEEPING
Next time i am really going to bring my PILLOW to lectures(like what mr loyd always use to say)

then then my gang went to bistro walk...i ATE so much!!
i must really really go on a DIET!!
waheeda....control yourself!

then then school finish
then we walk to the safra again...(healthy lifestyle!!)
then then home sweet home!

I FEEL LIKE SLEEPING NOW!!.....BUT GOT BIOCHEM PROJECT TO DO!haiz.....

ayah!! TMR GOT THE STUPID TALK!!
why must this haappen to me???
sooooo......tired

cnt wait for saturday to come....oops..no i mean cant wait for sunday to come!!