happy birthday to me!!!

I really enjoyed my day yesterday! My 18 th birthday celebration will be the most memorable event of my life! I usually don't celebrate my birthday....Was really surprised and touched by what my lovely did:)The last time i celebrated my birthday is when i was primary 5...i will never forget that day!

My poly mates really plan well for mine and Natasha's birthday party! They can really act well...i didn't suspect them at all!! I thought that they have forgotton my birthday!

When i went to school in the morning......Natasha,Aunt Tyin,Elicia,Shu Hua and Yanti wished me! I WAS SO HAPPY!!!!!

Then i went for my lecture! both Elicia and Yanti went missing for quite some time....i thought they were printing some stuff....
Then when my lecture ended,they called us to go to the first storey! I was wondering why did they called us to go there....but i still didn't suspect them ....
Then we went there....AND I WAS SOOOO SHOCKED!!There on the table.....was a lovely cake and 2 boxes of pizza!!!
Me and Natasha was like so shocked!!
Then we made a wish and blow the candles.....

We took alot of photos! they even gave me presents! i just love the chocolate! the dog was so cute!! Thanks alot guys!!
i will never ever forget that!

pss....i stil cannot forget that small piece of grape which rolled down the table so fast!
I really laughed alot!
thanks for the song dedication! especially the BOOM BOOM POW (remix ver)song!!
hope our friendship will last long:)

Then my ccrazy friend nazreen kept on smsing me birthday wishes!! that is so nice of her...she wished me 18 times!!i will be meeting her later:)
Then thanks alot everyone for your birthday wishes!!

thanks alot cuzi akka and hafeela akkA:) my two lovely cousins!

Then of course thanks alot SHIDAH!! i went out with SHIDAH after my school ended!
There is this special guy in her life!! so happy for her!i really liked the gift that she had made just for me....i love the card babe!so touching:)Then we talked and took 100 plus pictures!!!!
something is really wrong with us....we became more crazier!
ha ha...i really laughed alot when we were taking those pictures!
had so much fun on my birthday!i should thank god:)

i am feeling sooo tired!!!
whats wrong with me??

i got no mood to study...haiz...
i guess i will be so busy with all the homeworks...
why did i chose art??argh!

i can easily get stressed up! that is my weakness!hope i dont go mad
i need a break!!

semester 2!

Life is going great now! I am so happy that school has started....so fun to spend time with my friends again.

two days ago we were caught by the library manager!!! He saw us playing with cards.argh!
We have to give our matriculation card to him....he wrote down our admin numbers!OUR FIRST WARNING!!!
i can never forget that.
i lost my matric card....so sad


I am so happy to have such good friends...they really care for me alot!Hope our friendship will last long

i am really slacking alot...oh gosh!!! whats wrong with me??
i dont want to repeat the same mistakes again.
i dont understand wth is going during lectures....

i really have to give mhy best shot

i will be taking 2 CDS this semester....FREEHAND DRAWING....PSYCHOLOGY

i am so scared for freehand drawing!!!
psychology is just SO FUN!!
but i have to be separated from my classs for both freehand drawing and psychology....sobs...

but i am happy that i can make new friends
i am feeling a little stressed up now.....SO MANY PROBLEMS in my life....

oh ya...i saw Phyu Phyu's mum when i was on my way to school..
i realise that i never talk to my friends much ever since school start!
cant wait for my exams to finish!

CDS!!

really had fun in school today!
i had my first CDS today!!
i met new freinds....but just feel sad that i cannot be with my friends...
we have to be separated!
i am so scared for thurs! i am suppose to go to business school for my free hand drawing ALONE!! argh!!
i just hate it!
why did i ever go and chose that?


will be starting school at 4 pm tmr!! wohoo!
my whole body is aching!

me and my clique always end up in the wrong lecture theatre for our lectures!! ha ha

we are just so blurrrr!!
but i really enjoy being with them!
i must relly do well for this semester....
planning to get B grade for all my moudules!
hope everything goes fine

outing

yay!!! i will be going out with shidah tmr!!! cant wait!!

fun with cousin

i am really enjoying my life to the bitz!
i went out with my cousin yesterday!

i miss her alot!
i went to her house.froem there we took a bus and went to vivo city!
i just LOVE that place alot!!
We went to toys'r'us to buy gift for my cosin's cute baby!

And then we decided to by a small doll and a teddy bear for her.
Then we went to vivo roof and talked about our life!
Feel so happy to talk to her!

Then we went to get a drink at 7 eleven!
Then i went home!

ANOTHER DAY OUT:)

i am feeling so tired now!! have been doing some household chores!
i went to woodlands with nadiah.i miss her alot!i met her at 10 am...we then went to long john's to eat our breakfast.
we talked about our studies and also about our personal life....

Then jane came around 11 am.
i really had fun talking with them!!! time pass really very fast!!
then we took alot of photos!! we laughed like crazy when we were taking those photos!!
then i went home....i didnt know it was raining at bedok.all the clothes i hang outside got wet!!
my mum is really going to kill me later!!
PLEASE SAVE ME!!!

DAMN FUNNY!!

THE CLIMB

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

boring day

i never go anywhere today....
i am fasting today! just watched videos.....felt so bored today!!

sll the memories just came into my mind...
so hard to forget...

cant wait to go out with nadiah on thurs! we were planning to go and watch a movie!!
woho!!
i miss all my poly friends!

my outing

i went out with rahimah today....had loads of fun!!
i love her alot!

i followed her to SATA at jurong east.
she need to do some medical checkup.
then we kept on talking about guys
she was so scared when they did the blood test for her
she held my hand tightly!

we then went to eat..
then i went home around 1 pm....
wanted to spent more time with her but she got work!

i am updating my blog after a very long time!!
was so lazy!

and i was a little busy going out with my friends everyday!
really enjoying my life
just hate to stay at home!
got alot of housework to do...haiz:(

old memories

i was so HAPPY to see my primary school friends on facebook...
all of them look sooo different....
i miss woodlands! i use to live in woodlands for 8 years...i studied in qihua primary school for 4 years...then i shifted house to bedok....i just felt so sad when i shift house...just bring my memories with me...

i had two best friends...barakath nisha and shahir..
i knew shahir since kindergarten....we were very close friends....we even go to the same religious class.we were neighbours..
i knew shahir's family since young....they also knew my family

when i was in primary 2,i met nisha....she is such a nice girl...
we both become best friends...i was very quiet then...and i always have short hair(tomboy)
then me ,shahir and nisha were in the same class..for 2 years

my cousins also studied in that school!! we had soo much fun!
me,my brothers,shahir,his bro and nisha use to play cathing in my house or under the block..
when i was on my way home back with shahir,we have to pass through some wierd looking plants on our way home.then shahir told me that if i touch that wierd looking flower i will have an extra finger on my hand...and i really believed it! ha ha
then his mum use to give the tamil texbooks .she is very nice lady.she got one time showed me and my mum her wedding video.
she even gave me a hair clip...i am still keeping it safely

then i still cannot forget the times when me,nisha and shahir go for religious class....we will get sweets and chocolates.

then shahir's mum passed away......
then his dad marry again
feel so sad for them..

then before i shift house i went out with nisha...we went to causeway point and bought each other some gifts...i bought for her one bag...she bought for me a bag and a wallet...i am still keeping them safely
i got go to her house for hari raya....there use to be alot of pets in her house...i love her fishes!
she got an elder and a younger brother
she also got come to my house for hari raya...in her pink colour baju kurong...she wore lipstick...and was shy to show it to us....she kept covering her mouth...so cute
i really miss her alot!!

before i move to bedok..i stayed in my cousin's house while the renovations were taking place in my house...i called her from my cousin house,,,then she also found out my new house number...so nice of her
i met her last yr through friendster!!! was soooo happy!!!
she really change alot
i went to her house last year for raya....will be meeting her this week too!!! wohooo!!

i also talk to nanthini(primary school friend) i miss her also...i was shocked that she can remember me!
we slould all go out one day!